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►►► Diary ◄◄◄ "Focus... Focus... and... Focus !!!" <Monday, August 04, 2003, 09:40:54 PM> "Sit On One Chair" that's the one of Philosophy of my life. Today... I'm not just sit on one chair... or two... or three... but... it's more than five... maybe six and up! How does it could happen to me? yeah... because I had no FOCUS in my life! I took every chance... I took many job... more than my own limit! more than my own ability! In my religion (Islam) it called an egoistic man. Even I had to reject more than one of the demand I got, but it's still to much for me. I remembered that Allah wouldn't gave to all of mankind an assessment that is more than his thrall ability. He gave one if you can only one. But what was happen to me is: I feel that I have to much, and I feel its more than my ability. So... I think that I have to reduce the number of my "chair", to make me "sit" with serenity in my heart and complacent soul. I hope... Today, "mama" celebrate her birthday. She has a party in her boarding house. And... the happy news is... I got a plate of yellow rice. Thanks to God that I still have many nice best friend. Thanks to you "mama", thanks to you all of my best friend, and... THANKS TO YOU MY GOD, ALHAMDULILLAH.
"Allah Maha Adil" <Sunday, July 20, 2003, 07:40:05 PM> Yin Yang still alive... the bad and goodness balancing each other. When I have been "crafted" yesterday, the God give me an honest one the day after. I'm surprised that one day... I have been crafted by 2 people and the other day... another 2 people do an honest thing. badness changed by goodness. that is the fairness of God...
"Hard Warning" <Wednesday, July 16, 2003, 08:37:47 PM> He gives me more warning, it's really show me how much He loves me. Thanks a lot. I still have been remembered when I almost forgot to Him. Here is the kind of His warning gave to me: 1st, I have sold a mentari card voucher for cost 60.000 rupiahs - 50.000 pulse. But, the customer didn't pay me and "gone with the wind" => the customer runaway till the time I wrote this diary. Its mean that I will got my earning cut off. 2nd is, yesterday came a girl at about 10.00 o'clock. And she finished browsing the internet at about 14.30. She said that she want to go to the toilet to take a pee, she said that she will come back again. She left her bag and ask to me to keep it. But till 19.00 o'clock she didn't came back yet. So... it means that she get a "free" internet access. But its means that I will got my earning cut off again. It was so pity. In Indonesian called: "Kasian deh loe". This two things will be my most valuable experiences, thanks for Your biggest life education.
"New Angel" <Friday, July 11, 2003, 09:45:05 PM> Tonight... I got 2 surprised thing. 1st: "she" is watching me every night. She watching me, but I didn't know, till.... this night. 2nd: I meet a new angel. An angel that like a duplicate of Miss "Y". You are so beautiful, n if you can read this text, u have 2 know that, I will remember u , every time I see the box number 1.
"Hari Kasih Sayang" <Tuesday, July 08, 2003, 09:45:19 PM> Aku ditabrak (?) motor di pertigaan jl Sudirman - jl C. Simanjuntak, pengendaranya mengaku bernama Edo, katanya dia kuliah di STIE YKPN dan tinggal di Kepuh (daerah sekitar jl. Solo ?). Kronologis kejadiannya sbb: Aku seperti biasa berangkat ke "kantor" dari kost sekitar jam 18.30. Jalur yang biasa kulalui adalah jl. Janti - jl. Solo - jl. Urip Sumoharjo - jl. Jend. Sudirman - jl. C. Simanjuntak - jl. Kaliurang. Seperti biasa, aku memang selalu "melanggar" peraturan Lalin. Terutama yaitu aku sering menerobos lampu merah (bangjo, orang jawa bilang).Dan malam itu, mungkin "hari apes" ku atau aku lebih senang menyebutnya sebagai hari kasih sayang Allah tercurah padaku, yaitu hari dimana insyaAllah, Dia masih menyayangiku sehingga dia menegurku sedemikian rupa supaya aku "kembali" kepada - Nya. Alhamdulillah ku ucapkan karena aku tidak mengalami kerugian yang cukup besar. "Hanya" gir sepedaku saja yang bengkok. Alhamdulillah karena aku sehat-sehat saja. Ya.... aku menganggapnya bahwa Allah menegurku dengan begitu lembutnya, tidak langsung keras. Alhamdulillah... |
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